A few weeks ago, I woke up feeling blah. I’m sure that you are familiar with that feeling. That feeling where you would be happy to just lay in bed all day. A feeling that comes out of no where and really has no reasoning behind it. The week before I was feeling great! I felt like God was doing some great things in and through me. It was exciting! There was really no good reason for me to be in a “Blah” state of mind. Here are the words I wrote down that night before I went to bed.
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I had a blah week. Blame it on hormones, blame it on tiredness, blame it on a number of things. But the blame needs to go directly on me. I take the blame! No matter what anyone says, it’s a choice. I had a choice to stay in this blah state of mind or seek The Lord. I chose the blah. The blah sucked me in and made it difficult for me to escape. The blah stole moments from me this week. The blah lasted a lot longer than it should have.
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My enemy was waiting for a moment to sneak in the blah, the mundane, the boring. God was waiting for me to come to Him to lay the blah at His feet. I didn’t come. I waited for it to pass. But it didn’t pass. It never does!
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